Some days are hardSometimes I just sit wishing I could focus on something other than my worries. But I just sit here and feel down. I did a meditation and I want to do something but I feel stuck. I think I should switch on the tv just to break up the silence.
I don't know how to carry on anymoreSometimes I'm also thinking of sorting out everything I own and clearing things out before I disappear. Like a big purge before I'm gone. Since I have no one in life to give my belongings to, I will probably sell them and have the money placed...See More »
I had my dog fixed today and I feel like the meanest person ever.My son helped me pick him up at the vet and I made the comment that I felt bad, he was crying all the wya home. He looked me deaden the eye and said, of course he's crying! Someone stole his coin purse and we are doing nothing about it. And if I...See More »
After watching this video you will never say a bad word again! Jesus warned us…Today's video: “After watching this, you'll never say a bad word again! Jesus warned us…”, represents one of the warnings we can find in the Bible. In the Gospel according to St. Matthew we read: "By your words you will be justified and by your words...See More »
Digging the grave? ( Asked this a few times)my mom is no more since few years. couple of observations - 1. She had lost weight post marriage and was in underweight category. 2. Pics before and after marriage show her getting skinny and visible bones. 3.She had 2 c section operations, that must...See More »
Sad about this changeI don't really have friends other than my school friends, but since starting our on-the-job training, we've all separated into different companies. Now, we barely talk, and our group chat is always silent.
Starting my med change this week.So today I start cutting back on my meds. My new doctor wants me to stop everything except my heart medicine. I'm not looking forward to this but hopefully we'll be able to start with a clean slate and she'll be able to help me. I'm to send her...See More »
I can't stop........I don't understand what's happening. Every time I tell myself I can't spend money, I do it anyway. It's no small amount either (for me). It's hundreds and thousands. After I realize how much I've spent, I get increasingly stressed out. I never...See More »
Answered prayers and promises madeI’d prayed for relief this round of enhertu, and it looks like I got it. I was still exhausted and in some pain, but the nausea and some of the things I go through (yet can’t talk about because they’re disgusting) didn’t hit me this time. I was...See More »
Anyways, i think my friend still has a crush on meActually he is slightly obsessed with me, but like he said it was in a platonic way so that doesnt really matter. Im just a little worried im somehow leading him on, well ik ive told him upfront that im not really interested but what if im just being...See More »