I don’t know when it happened but somehow here I am… This is my life. My apartment. My bed. None of this belongs to anyone else. I don’tbelong anywhere. I’m not coming from some place else. All of this is all I have…Laying in bed next to the guy I’m dating. We’ve been together so long, he doesn’t have a whole lot different either. All this is his life too…I can’t believe it. I’m in...See More »
I’m sad. I know it’s not going to last forever, but it’s just how I feel.What are some healthy ways to cope with sadness??
I am mad right now!My partner got drunk last night and went on never ending rambling rants and then kept swearing every other sentence and then practically every other word. I asked them to stop and they say “okay” and then pause for a moment, but then continue to do...See More »
On a work day I wake up tired and able to sleep but can’t cause work plus the time moves so sloow. On a day off I can’t sleep at all and the time runsToo quick… smh ugh
All the places from my childhood are officially gone. The only home I have now is wherever I make it, or in my heart as I roam.I gotta be tough. It’s sad…I guess it could be exciting…it’s definitely the beginning of a new era.
The girl who drinks a lot and does nothing…I realized I have a new fear. It’s not who I am, but it’s who I don’t want to become. Who I want to become is actually the main focus of my mind right now… It’s not in just regards to a career or hobby or physical appearance. I’m honestly also...See More »
It’s strange to see your life written out on paper. Especially when you can see what’s coming. It doesn’t feel like it’s in my nature. Cause I havntactually seen that future yet. Will I still be missing you then as I am now? I know it’s ok to love someone and not be in a relationship with them. No one ever seems to notice the end. Everything just comes and goes. After so much joy it starts to...See More »
Wearing a cowboy hat, sayin “Hey” and having a computer loop some guitar string sounds does not make you “Country”…
I noticed a habit I have is that even on a good day I’ll somehow fall into ruining it for myself.Like I’ll think “what a wonderful night. It’s so wonderful because I’m not thinking of A, B, C etc… “ and before I know it I’m upset bc I just thought of all the things that usually upset me and suddenly lost the joy I had started with… How to stop...See More »
Tonight’s choice of thoughts: stupid stuff I did as a teenager… i was young and stupid. I can forgive myself right?? How??
As someone who has Survived* real panic attacks, I don’t not appreciate people using the term “having a panic attack” casually. It needs to stop.For example how not to use Panic Attack : “Omg, I’m just gonna show up, have a panic attack and leave, cause I just dont like waiting in line for longer than 5 minutes!” …( Not how panic attacks work. Learn some patience, sometimes things have...See More »
If feeling a hundred percent “Good” feels “uncomfortable”, then wouldn’t feeling 5% “Bad” be better and Actually “Good”?Lol… ?
I’m so desperate to have a career that I’m considering doing a spell to conjure one. Is that wrong of me to do?I just am so tired of being stuck. Would doing a magic spell be ok?
Abraham Hicks is B.S. Don’t follow that crap. I followed her for like 6 years and nothing came of it. Now I’m stuck in someHabits that overlap with some actual good ones, and I’m struggling cause my brain associates them w her crap. The distain I have for her right now is affecting how I function. I hate myself more at the moment for following her for so long. I just...See More »
I have Taylor swift stuck in my head. My gfs sing it. They play her at work. How can I avoid getting her in my head??