True story, the greatest love story ever told.He is mine and I am his...but we don't belong to each other. Attached to people who didn't like who we were,l we became who we thought they wanted us to be. I let myself conform to the mold he made took and internalized everything he said. He let... See More »
All it took....THIS IS A WIN!One random conversation and I'm back to determination! I know what I want in a relationship. I know what I want in a man. And I know it's possible. So I'm not going to settle.
Goodbye. Since I can't say it to his face (toxic shit, nothing to see here)You were a bad guy. You did bad shit. But you were so good to me. I knew who you were but experienced who you could be and a saw myself getting attached. I wanted to hear your voice before I went to sleep. I wanted to see your face when you told me... See More »
He has a gfThe guy. He's committed. All the what ifs are gone. Im okay with it but I still wish we had more communication.... And maturity can suck ass. Tell the young ppl the truth! I never knew for the good of people I'd get my heart broken. Being mature and... See More »
To show face or not to show face, that is the question!When I first made an account here I put up a picture of myself and then quickly realize that most people did not have a picture of themselves so I changed it to what it is now. Can anybody give me their reasons for why they do or don't show face... See More »
Something is Missing............,.....................I'm just laying here Warm in my bed Comfortable But something feels wrong Inhaling fresh sheets and the vanilla from my skin The crisp air through cracked windows Smelling everything but home And somehow innately I know Something is missing But can... See More »
Conquering the dayI had meetings and I made them, I had goals and I reached them, I had time and I utilized it wisely sort of. Today was a good day.
Long night....Feelings are starting to creep in.... reddit looks really good rn...smh. I got this though....
There's always oneIdk why I get so attached to random people smh. Like we met for all of three weeks but I care for them. And yes. There's a handful but each of them mean something to me🥺 and I may cut them all off but there's always one that I don't want to let go
Irrational thoughtsSo. Infatuation with a person should die out after a while with no communication and no mutual friends. But here I am. A year later still thinking about a man I've never met in person. We were both going through divorce. And somehow conversations led... See More »
Have you ever???Come across someone who just personafied everything you ever wanted??? Someone who fulfilled you in the best ways??? Have you ever not been able to be with them?? Yeah..... That shit sucks😔
Flava CafeI love coming here I love Coming. Here. I love that you come with me Well More like you come And I come And we find ourselves Here Together You took your time You came ready to give your attention I came eager and ready I feel you in the room... See More »
Overwhelmed....just keep swimmingIm tired. Im a damsel in distress. And I need a hug. Getting help from people just seems pointless because its always something else.... just trying to keep my head up and ho with the flow. **go not ho...though sometimes I wish ..
Free styleI love the way you speaks to me fill my needs let me feel your Vibe all inside of me resonate within my bones I take it whole together let's indulge in reciprocity Taste every curve of insecurity bite down and rip the sheets up off it exposed to... See More »
Anxiety is through the roof right nowMy fantasies have escalated. I really didnt think they could...im not that twisted. But I've reached a new low. And im struggling not to feel shame about it....
Taken in Hand?? How dose it differ from a "normal" relationship?Has anyone ever heard of this concept?? Im interested.... what do you know about it? How do you go about it?
giving up a good thing...getting back to a healthy mindset means admitting that i cannot go "all in" with good people just because i want to. im not ready and its just not the right time. there are fundamental differences that make this a likely fail in the long run. and all... See More »
something i can do without being a total cumdump.... Poll (7) See Poll Optionsi just want to get roughed up a little, im thinking i can find a guy to choke me ... it makes me wet. thats safe nonsexual activity right? something i... See More »
its a work night. i shouldnt be like this on a work night....trying to change my mind but I always agree with myself smh.
Normal person postJust wanted to post something normal. I always feel like im drowining in thoughts and struggles so this post will serve as a reminder that at some point today I was fine. Nothings happening. Im not particulary stresed. I do occasionally think and do... See More »
One conversation can make the difference.Somehow just one conversation. A little observation made all the difference in the world. I recognize that this is not what i want. I know exatly what i do want and i dont have time for anythkng else. That means pulling back from people I care... See More »
What is this??I used to be so weirded out by random questions at the doctor like, do you have trouble getting up in the morning? Do you lack interest in doing things? But now I compleatele understand. Every action and sometimes every breath takes work. Im so... See More »
Opening up....When you have people in your life that you would like to vent to or get their opinion about a problem but they know the other people involved, how do you ask advice or open up without sounding like your talking shit??? I'm not trying to talk shit.... See More »
