That nagging thing
I feel like I am about to have an epiphany or sorts. I think the reason I don't "see myself", is because the 'self' that I believe I am (the inner me) is either purely an aesthetic thing, or an aesthetic concept with a few likes and loves.
There isn't an entire person in my self concept, and the bits that I have formed to date are things that I see as beyond my reach. Such as; language learning, art, music etc...
I have a 'can't do' attitude.
I really am in the process of creating who I am (something I have complained about before), and I am doing it on many levels.
I still worry about the influence that this life is having on that though. I.e. whether or not I can be someone that I like. But I do feel a bit better after realising this. Because this could be true agency.
There isn't an entire person in my self concept, and the bits that I have formed to date are things that I see as beyond my reach. Such as; language learning, art, music etc...
I have a 'can't do' attitude.
I really am in the process of creating who I am (something I have complained about before), and I am doing it on many levels.
I still worry about the influence that this life is having on that though. I.e. whether or not I can be someone that I like. But I do feel a bit better after realising this. Because this could be true agency.
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